I can’t even begin to explain how much better my life has been since she’s been in it. This past month+ has been the best yet, now that we’re together for good. <3
Can I just show you how beautiful my friends are?
forgot to reblog this before, so better late than never! I LOVE THESE PEOPLE SO MUCH. <3
Can I just
bring to everyone’s attention how cute my girlfriend and I are?
(and the hamster too, of course.)
Funny how when I’m trying to take a picture of myself for all to see it nearly always turns out derpy, and when I’m goofing around on the floor and decide to randomly take a picture to send to my girlfriend it actually turns out alright. Or at least, I like it.
Breaking from school work with this awesome book that my love got me-
It’s all about all kinds of weather and has a ton of beautiful photos and easy-to-understand graphics and just enough words that do the job of briefly explaining what they need to explain in a clear way and it’s just so marvelous and goodness, she knows me so insanely well. <3
I haven’t had an outburst of tears since being at the airport,
which has to be a new record. It gets a little better every time we have to leave each other, I swear.
It’s because every time I get to see you, we become, somehow, closer and more comfortable with each other and surer that yes- this thing we have, against all the world’s odds; this is good.
“Solid” was the word you used to describe us. It’s perfect. We are solid. I’ve never felt so sure of anything as I do us, not ever.
Yet no matter how much easier it becomes… leaving and having to be apart… Even with exciting plans of future visits and more serious planning for more permanent arrangements in the not-so-distant future… Gahhh, it still sucks. Like having half of your soul ripped off and taken far away, held hostage for a while. It’s exhausting, really. Mentally and physically and emotionally.
I finally just managed to sit up after sleeping fitfully for a few hours. It was so much harder, especially as I envision you laying behind me, squeezing me gently around the middle and whispering, encouragingly, “come on, let’s go”. You’re the only one that could get me up so fast… when we aren’t too busy cuddling or playing video games. =P
“We are going to be so big in this world,” you told me today.
Because you’re perfect for me, and I for you.
And we can do anything as long as we’re together.
And I love you, unconditionally, with all my heart and being.
Happy birthday, Jess.
And thank you for yet another amazing visit. Can’t wait until they’re permanent.
